Today was not going to write a post ... but something has saddened me so I can not help it, is that there are things that one believes that certain people never want to go. It is disappointing to see so.
I have said before that I'm anorexic ... or I suffer from psychosomatic illness known as Anorexia Nervosa ... and sumenle to that which is mixed with other eating disorders (I have binge-eating episodes in bulimia ... no, unless it is spontaneous, because I have too much panic to vomiting and vomiting fact). My worst crisis suffered with this disease in my 17 and my 19 years, and I think that only my mirror knows what it cost me almost out of that well alone ... and how hard it is to overcome the crisis they begin to make a recaiga.
The path of anorexia may start as something admirable, even healthy ... at least that one can think of a person to watch your diet and exercise, thus acquiring an enviable figure. But the mirror without wanting to become your enemy, and your mind tells you things that are not, and that taking care of your food, it becomes not eat, and exercise becomes an unhealthy compulsion. And you're falling into a hole where you do not see the end ... your self-esteem and your health completely corrupted.
All we can say that the Western ideal of beautiful bodies to blame for this ... but our own environment s becomes responsible, parents, friends, lovers ... it all together to make even more of a fragile glass self-esteem and totorn apart point.
And so, one begins a process of renunciation, pretense, self-laceration. The daily hour in the gym become three or four, and the stomach is full of water (healthy, think some, but not when it's just water). And having task away from home is a great partner, remember that "No thanks mom, and ate in the school" was my great phrase star ... and people thought it forever! Lock yourself pushing your stomach begs for food, even going to beat him, hushing it to death. Start refusing food, believing that you can live in water, or counting calories and put a limit of 500 a day ... then just forget you, anything you have and the need to eat, and live the day without hacerlostumbrados the pretense we become, that we just express ourselves without such a stimulus. That is anorexia, a world to come and practically none more graceful exit. Anything else is pure fantasy and bullshit ...
And here is where the so-called "wannabes," people who see anorexia and bulimia output to their weight problems, desperate to wake up one day by not getting results at a higher speed at which your body allows and say "today and let you eat food and spit it, like a game as that one goes in and out when needed. People looking for online sites and blogs that tell them how to enter the fantastic world of ana and mia, full of practical advice as if you bought Cosmopolitan or Men's Health, and so you are introduced to imaginary friends do see these lifestyle diseases such as tenacious, successful people with goals, objectives and desires to perfect in every way. But these conditions are not derived from self-love, but hatred, beautiful thing, but ill do not even know well, you are taught to kill, lie, try to do things that ultimately you will not even try ... just because there is a goal to meet ... at the expense of your own life ... or at least in its sale will happily believe that the culmination of what they want, especially the typical saying "I want to lose just a few kilos, then let ". Bravo, congratulations friends ... how many people who began drinking alcohol every two weeks di
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